Ok, been big all my life, been a feeder all my life, and I’ve always told myself that I want to make my partner gain, but not me that’s not my thing. However ngl, I had an encounter a while back with a mutual, and I liked it…not like a ton, but it was kinda hot the way she complimented me and kept checking to make sure I was eating lol 😂 however I don’t really fantasize about gaining at all. A couple years ago I lost like 40 pounds while doing keto and working out, but this past year I moved, got a desk job, lost interest in the gym, started ordering out a lot, and had to get on some medication that really increased my appetite and all that combined made me gain back all the weight and then some 😅 and I’ll be honest, I don’t really mind it. Like it doesn’t turn me on or anything, but I like eating way too much fast food, I like eating what I want, I even kinda like my bigger belly if I’m being honest. I wouldn’t say I’m a feedee or a gainer really, but definitely a foodie, I love food and I don’t mind what it does to my body.
When I was a kid I used to pad my clothes and pretend I was fatter, and back then I also would sneak downstairs sometimes and try to stuff myself and weigh myself after not realizing it takes time to gain weight lol 😂 until ofc my dad yelled at me about it for eating too much and ever since then weight gain for myself has been a touchy subject for me 😅 my family is kinda fatphobic and my dad would constantly bash my weight growing up and tell me I need to lose weight. I became obsessed with weight loss more than a few times in my life 😅 for a while I would sometimes even skip meals and lay in bed at night starving, knowing that if I ate before I went to bed the calories would turn into body fat. I’m realizing now that maybe I deeply repressed a part of this kink because of my childhood.
I don’t know maybe I’m a mutual and never knew it 😅
When I was a kid I used to pad my clothes and pretend I was fatter, and back then I also would sneak downstairs sometimes and try to stuff myself and weigh myself after not realizing it takes time to gain weight lol 😂 until ofc my dad yelled at me about it for eating too much and ever since then weight gain for myself has been a touchy subject for me 😅 my family is kinda fatphobic and my dad would constantly bash my weight growing up and tell me I need to lose weight. I became obsessed with weight loss more than a few times in my life 😅 for a while I would sometimes even skip meals and lay in bed at night starving, knowing that if I ate before I went to bed the calories would turn into body fat. I’m realizing now that maybe I deeply repressed a part of this kink because of my childhood.
I don’t know maybe I’m a mutual and never knew it 😅
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